Haytham Kenway - I just wish you were real - I am so deadly in love with this fictional character it hurts so much.
I was confused when I saw that you were the character when I knew it was supposed to be named “Conner”. I was dismayed when I realized I would not play you anymore, and in a way I hated Conner for it (of course I still played). At the time I told myself to try to like Conner (at his first mission under Washington to go to the abandoned Church) you came back and took the lime light away. I couldn’t stop running backwards just to watch you. I couldn’t bring myself to finish Sequence 11, knowing what’s lying in store. (I know the drama! Of course I’ll finish the game - I just have my feelings.)
I’m thankful for the Forsaken by Oliver Bowden that you are the main character. I am only at the first book “Renaissance” but slowly when I get to Forsaken, I will relive your voice and your feelings.
You are the perfection in my eyes (despite all Templar stuff). I give my kudos to Ubisoft to have been able to create a character so handsome, so deep like you Haytham. From your regal look to your accent and wonderful facial features and expressions.
Smug Haytham, Annoyed Haytham, Smirkish Haytham, Happy Haytham, Hopeful Haytham, Pleased Haytham, Sad Haytham, Confused Haytham and even Hurt Haytham.
I love your eyes and your lips, no matter how cruel, still forgiving. I love your hair, your walk, your grace and elegance, your posture and language.
You are my first video game “love” for my 19 years of living and 14 years of playing computer games. Geddemn Ubisoft for making you so real - so unreachable.
I’m going to cry in a corner now and just hope to dream of you and pretend you’re real.
/This is a sickness now/
I do not regret the neediness and craziness of this post. It’s what I feel and I love him.